berabuk dah..!!!!!

assallammualaikum.....

  lame da x usik blog ni..ape tah agak nye ade dlm ni...hurrmm...biase la bile kite makin dewasa....mcm2 benda lame kite tinggal kan......sampai kadang2 kite lupe yg atas tu...sedang milihat dan menilai tentang kehidupan kite ni yg x tentu arah...bukan semua org aku maksud kan xde hala tuju...tp sesetengah org......
start lepas tahun baru 2013 yg lepas...aku muke menyedari bahawa byak benda yg aku dah sia2 kan...family aku mase depan aku...semuanye aku buat sambil lewa je........tampe disedari pejam celik.....pejam celik...umur aku pon dah makin dewase...org tua ckap dah boleh kawen da pon...tp ape gune klo nak kawen tp mase depan x terjamin kan....klo ilmu diri sdri x ckup mcmne kite nak bimbing anak org kan???/
hhuurmmm..... start dari arytu aku mule berfikir..sampai bile aku nak jadi mcm......klo aku x terus untuk berubah.....mcmne la aku nnt bile umur aku makin meningkat tua...aku xnak mengemis di tepi jalan....aku xnak sia2 kan mase depan anak2 aku.....hhuurrmm ntah la....
tp alhamdullilah.....lepas kejadian tahun 2012.....aku jadi kan semua itu sebagai pengajaran dan pengalaman......lgi pon aku skarang ni sedang belajar mendekatkan diri dgn allah s.w.t....aku nak berubah untuk jadi se elok2 nye..sebab aku yakin dgn diri aku aku mampu ubah segale nye..aku yakin aku mamou ubah taraf hidup family aku...insyallah......

k la...lame2 taip ni sakit plak jari ni........
bubye salam......hauhauhauahuahuahuah

pissed me off..!!!!

Thankyou for finally being enough of an asshole to convince me that I don’t need you. You think calling me out in front of everyone would pull me closer to you, make me want to be your friend? Wrong. Way to completely crush every last bit of admiration, affection, and respect I have for you. Thankyou for reminding me of every shitty thing you ever did to me. Thankyou for giving me enough reason to finally let you go for good. You arent the person I thought you were. Thank god it didn’t take me longer to figure that out. I will kiss and date and flirt and do whatever the hell I want with whoever the hell I want. You can’t stop me. You might have been able to if you had put on your fake smile and used my vulnerable heart to your advantage. But instead you just really fucking pissed me off. I’d rather be pissed off now. You lost Me for good this time. <3

Bruno Mars Talking to the moon lyrics

Hold My Hand

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."
The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?” Asked the puzzled father.
"There's a big difference." Replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expect them to hold yours...

Adele - Someone Like You Lyrics On Screen

full of crap

@(>___<)@ everyone makes mistakes...i got too drunk and cheated on my girlfriend and barely remember it, i love her with all my heart and id die for her, but i obviously i hurt her, and even though she is nice to m as she loves me, she treats me like crap sometimes,,,its like you do something little wrong like dont answer your phone or dont listen for a second (we all do it) but she punishes me for what ive done in the past instead of the little thing ive really done. id like to say it has died down but it hasnt, i just try to stick it out and help her to trust me because i love her.
_____ahmad mustaqim_____

dilamun rindu - thaqif feat sara & BarD (winstband)